last for september

Sept 28, 2009 (Mon) - 4:00 - 5:15pm


=== P ===
I visited (I) first but she has a visitor (her brother) and I dont want to interrupt so I decided to visit (P) first...she was sleeping when i knocked at her door but she did open her eyes when she heard my voice... i asked her how she's been and i saw a resemblance of a smile... she looked at me for a bit and fell asleep... i dont know what else to do so i just sat there next to her bed, watched her sleep and i just rub her hands and arms from time to time...



=== I ===
next was (I)...the first thing she said when she saw me was "oh there you are!"....i just wheeled her up and down the hall as usual... she looked upset when i saw her...she was talking about her brother not telling her something... i just reassured her that that's not true... i didnt hold her hands this time because she was scratching her legs and i can see it's getting irritated because blood is everywhere... i also noticed that she had a haircut... her hair looked fuller now which is good....



=== T ===
i was looking for T in the dining hall but he wasn't there so i went to his room... he was sleeping when i entered but he did open his eyes when he heard my voice... he started telling me something which sounded french, i'm not sure, but i am very sure it's not english... anyway, i just smiled at him while he talks then when he stopped i told him i am going to read to him... i read to him until it's time to go.



=== J ===
(J) was not in the dining room also where i would usually find her and i haven't been to her room so i asked one of the nurses where her room is.... her room is just right next to (T)...she was lying sideways when i saw her... i greeted her and she was all smiles again... i asked her how she is and she said she's fine... i saw a big photo frame on a cabinet next to her bed and i know that's hers... i saw pretty smiling faces on the photos and i told her about it...she just said yeah, yeah...although im not sure if she knows who those in the pictures are... i was tempted to ask her who they are but i figured that's not a good idea because it might upset her if she cant remember who they are because i can see from her face that she doesn't know if that photo frame is even hers (im sure it's hers, one photo of a young lady looks like her grand daughter and she looks like her!)..we just talked for a bit... i did most of the talking... she would also try to say something and she would make fun of herself whenever she starts to stutter... when it's time to leave i just told her i have to go because it's getting late and they will be serving dinner soon and i told her i'll be back and that she should wait for me and she just said "ok"...

p.s.
(J) is now also 4x a month


p.p.s
i received my portable chair last thursday!
and it made a lot of difference...no more
sitting on the floor!
here's how it looks like (click me)